5. My job.
Ask, and it will be given you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives, and everyone who searches finds, and for everyone who knocks, the door will be opened.
I'm learning to pray again. It's not easy. It's never easy giving up yourself and surrendering to someone else. I'm learning to ask for what I need. Even though God already knows the desires of my heart, He wants me to communicate with him. He wants me to tell Him. How amazing is it that HE desires a relationship with me. HE wants ME! I have nothing to offer. Just crap. He sees more in me. He sees beyond the crap. He sees my heart. Nothing compares to that.